Blessed is anyone who endures temptation. Such a one had stood the test and will receive the crown of life that The Lord has promised to those who love Him.
No one is tempted by God, they are tempted by their own evil desire, being lured and enticed by it; then, when that desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin, and that sin, when it is fully grown, gives birth to death.
Do not be deceived my beloved.
-The Apostle James (James 1:12-16)
Sin will try to take your natural desires and turn them into something weird. i have to watch myself more than i would anyone else, there is nothing good in me. Even experiencing the love of God, or the joy, i still have to worry about what I’m capable of carnally and maintain Holy Spirit everything. I pray to have wisdom. Let is understand where we are and where were at.
If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him. -James 1:5